Tuesday, October 26, 2010
{ 8:39 AM }
my new chapter in life just started a few months ago. life just never seems to be the same anymore- friends, school..everything's so new and unfamiliar to me. yes it was fun at first, but when everything starts to accelerate, everything's a blur to me. emotionally, it has also been a roller coaster. now i'm so confused- identity, goal, my motive for being here and doing everything i do..what do i actually want to gain out of all these? i see people as not understanding me, but i guess people will be wondering why i dont try to understand them and that i'm just too difficult to understand. is that part of the growing up phase? right now, i'm just tired, so tired that all i want to do is lie down to rest.